Kahi’s Chalice (2)

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And Yes, I Still Believe in Love

And yes, I still believe in love
I still believe it’s there
It’s trembling out there somewhere in
the frosty winter air

Or trapped inside a mountain cave
from which it can’t escape
because it fell while running out
and gave its knee a scrape

Or floating on the raging sea
and looking for a light
to guide it safely home to shore
before it’s out of sight

Perhaps it’s on a city street
outside at a café
You didn’t hear it call your name
and hurried on your way

Perhap it’s somewhere crying for
it cannot find a heart
that seems to want to keep it and
not tell it to depart

So when we say we ‘look for love’
that happens to be true
I still believe it’s out there and
it’s looking for us too.

When I Walk the Streets of Paris (for Annie)

When I walk the streets of Paris

you won’t be beside me,

but you will be there.

And I will converse with you in

a terrible French accent to make

you laugh

A yellow rose,

the kind you loved best,

I will leave at the top of

the Eiffel Tower

Another, tossed into the Seine

to float downriver like a wish

now come true,

A bright and beautiful bloom

in the crepuscular evening

I will take pictures where your memory

will fill the empty spaces.

Your smile unseen, but felt.

In the bistro, I will flirt

with the waitress and ask her

if ‘oo-la-la’ is really a thing,

(and ask her to say it, even if it’s not)

I will visit the Louvre

and admire the

incomprehensible paintings

with indecipherable meanings

In the outdoor café

I will order two cups

of coffee, and

leave yours untouched.

And on the last night,

standing on the balcony,

listening to the melancholy melody

of an accordion

below in the courtyard,

I will toast us with a glass of red wine,

Celebrating the fact that we finally got here

And now,

we’ll always have Paris.

Within

Within the world

we wandered

and walked without

a care

 

Within our hearts

we reached

and opened them

so they were bare

 

Within ourselves

we wondered

at what the other

sought

 

Of that bare heart

within us

we offered without

thought

 

And so within our love

without the world

we left behind

 

Without a backward glance

we closed the door and

drew the blind

 

And deep within each other

we put our trust and fears

and then discovered real love

is not without its tears

 

And so without you

now I live within my memories

 

The tears within my eyes will stay

I’ll live without love, please.

 

 

 

And So What Shall We Say?

And so what shall we say

here at the end of day,

Here at the cold of fiery dusk

Before extending our feet

and hands

toward the hearty

crackling hearth?

The fire that blazes there

used to be

between

us

but has cooled

like the surface of

the moon,

and seems to have

fallen

down a crater

of its own making.

And so what shall we say?

‘Goodbye’ seems too trite.

‘Farewell’ is too polite.

And ‘so long’ has become

‘too long.’

Perhaps we shouldn’t say

anything.

And kiss.

© Alfred W. Smith Jr.  2015

Vigil

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Dead of Winter

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I’ll Kiss You in Secret

I’ll kiss you

in secret,

in shadow,

on

moonless, starless

nights,

feel the heat

of fevered lips

wipe away the

scarlet shade,

taste the

honeyed, sugary

cluster of

your tongue,

and

twirl my soul

into you,

lost in

Love’s

light

© Alfred W. Smith Jr.  2015

Lanterns in the Rain

A sad,  soggy,

cloudy night

marked the day

of your departure.

Your leaving

like a kiss my skin

was too numb

to feel.

We placed the lanterns

around the boat

and tied them

as the elders taught us.

Your folded hands

were clasped over the

black orchid

and the

white rose,

a gift for

the grizzled Gate-man

and

his loving wife.

With a gentle push

and a soft splash of

water against wood,

we set you adrift.

The lanterns danced

on the ripples,

as you once danced

with me.

And we watched you

slip into the current’s

waiting hand.

The lanterns

soon stopped their dance

and followed,

bright and solemn,

like young novices in white

bathed in the glow of

a temple’s sacred fire,

their simulated shades of sunlight

flashing

on the thick, twisty ribbon

of ebon water.

Even the night wood ceased

its chattering to give you

a moment of

silent, solitary honor.

And we, left on the banks,

your lovers and friends,

enemies and strangers,

marked how you changed

our lives

forever.

And as the sailing bier

rounded the riverbend,

and you were

forever lost

to  sight,

With a gentle shower

the sky cried our tears for us.

And in the rain,

the lanterns’ lights

hissed and faded, extinguished now,

like you,

unable to be renewed,

And the light

came back to us

and took shelter

in our hearts, and warmed them

once again

with thoughts and memories

of you, through the years,

shining bright,

alone

against a

starry sky,

like a

lantern

set on a

high and windy

hill.

© Alfred W. Smith Jr.  2015