In response to The Daily Post’s writing prompt: “Pens and Pencils.”
She was too special to text, to email, to send a selfie.
This had to be from the heart, and would likely be a ‘novel’ experience; he chuckled to himself, being a writer…
There were people about, but he was able to focus.
He even bought a special fancy pen and stationery at the bookstore, just for the occasion; the ink was distinctive, seductively dark, he thought; the yellowed ivory look of the paper gave it just the right look of antiquity, and she would immediately, upon seeing it was his writing, be duly impressed.
The coffee shop, however, was full of college students, much like he’d been not very long ago; loud, boisterous, sure of themselves and their world-changing ideas.
He smiled.
How his world had shrunk, so suddenly, so magically, down to two, and if he had his way, down to one: to her.
This letter, to her. His heart, to her. All that he would be, to her.
He left the coffee shop behind, its murmured ‘walla’ of earnest conversations became meaningless, like the prayers of rabble in the church courtyard to the consecrated priests within.
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Somehow, he found a quiet spot, on a hill where few joggers and dog walkers, parents, and couples out for a romantic walk bothered to venture.
It wasn’t complete solace, but it was the best he would do, and while he burned with the passionate prose he’d composed in his mind, the day was fleeting; soon the night would come, and she’d be home, the element of his elegant surprise lost.
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He filled the paper by the light of the westering sun, laboring, reading, reading again, a small mound of pricey parchment in a pyramid of circles on his left, the envelope waiting patiently, resting on blades of grass on his right.
There. It was done. Well and truly done. If he were a girl, (pardon, a woman) who received such a letter, he would surely swoon. Cyrano at his best was a hack compared to this.
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Romantically cryptic, he did not write his full name, just his initials, on the envelope, and he placed it with trembling hand in the mailbox, as if in offering to a god smiling benevolently, condescendingly, upon such a meager, but heartfelt offering.
He left in a high state of anticipatory bliss.
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His phone rang at eleven that night.
He’d been pacing, waiting, slowly going out of his mind, but he let it ring four times before he answered it, lest she think him desperate.
“Hello.” His voice came out steadier than he’d hoped for; that was good.
“Is this some kind of joke?” she said.
“Joke? You think I’m joking? You read everything I feel about you, and you think I’m joking? What’s wrong with you?”
Taken aback, her tone softened. “How you feel about me…? But …there’s nothing on this paper.”
“How could that be?”
“I don’t know, but it’s blank; there was a blank envelope too, but I figured with all that, it was probably you, playing a prank on me.”
“But…”
He rifled through his desk, found the pen, hastily scratched the word ‘pen’ on a sticky note, and told her,
“There’s nothing wrong with the pen I had, nothing wrong with the paper.”
They proceeded to talk about what could have happened, and as they talked, he walked through the house, but when he returned to his desk, the word ‘pen’ was gone from the sticky note.
“I’ll call you back…” he said, and hung up.
He took the cartridge out, but there was ink.
He shook the box, and a booklet fell out, splattering on the desk like an blot:
‘Jim’s Novelty Shop: fancy pen with disappearing ink.
Fool your friends…’
Author: smithaw50
Summer Fire
She rises
from the
broken, smoking ruins
of
my dreams.
With
knife in hand
and
lovely eyes
she cuts away
my screams.
And every fantasy I’ve had
And all my secret schemes
Are ripped from me
and cast beside
the
ragged, busted seams.
Little Queen
Little Queen, Little Queen
What can I give?
“Give me your heart,
that I might live.”
Little Queen, Little Queen
What shall I say?
“Tell me you love me,
every day.”
Little Queen, Little Queen
how shall I prove?
“If I come to sit by you,
don’t you move.”
Little Queen, Little Queen
Here is my heart
Long may I love you
Until I depart
“I love you too, daddy.
Now that it’s plain,
Won’t you come play with me
Out in the rain?”
© Alfred W. Smith Jr.
By a Seaport Village
In a cluster of tourist trap
hut-stores
by the Bay
on small,
semi-labyrinthine
streets,
the store
with
the chimes
caught my
fancy.
Weatherbeaten metals
Delicate shells
Wood and stones
Colors and animals
Glass, plain and stained
harmonies blending
in the
evening breeze
Calling
the stars,
Calling
the sea,
to join the
endless
song
of the
voyaging
wind…
© Alfred W. Smith Jr.
Throne Room
I died in this chair.
Returning
only to see the
growing shadows
of dusk
once more,
the rusted mailbox
filled
with letters
from my
child,
a portrait
done over
in
webs…
I leave
no footprints,
no tears
to stir
my ashes
mingled
with
dust
on the
creaking floor.
© Alfred W. Smith Jr.
Our Windows
Our windows
look into each other
like our
eyes
do
whenever you stand
in yours
and I
in mine.
Let’s
jump together,
meet in the middle,
and
f
a
l
l
in love…
© Alfred W. Smith Jr.
Coming of Age
Of which age do I come?
On which day?
I don’t understand this,
for it seems to me that
men
are always
coming of age.
There are only
new times
new similarities
and
old changes
mixing with variation.
A
bubble
of maybes,
this life
I lead.
Coming of age
is holding aloft your
first born son
and
burying your father,
doing both with a hearty laugh
and tears of joy.
Men,
it seems to me,
are always
coming of age.
Every day he does not
understand,
he comes of age
anew.
© Alfred W. Smith Jr.
Broken Peaces
Peace of mind
Peace of heart
Peace of spirit
Peace of soul
Peace of stable relationships
Peace of His promises
Peace of the Blood covering
Peace of the New Covenant
Peace in the home
Peace of enough
Peace of community
Peace with God
Peace with Man
Peace that passes all understanding
Broken
by
me
And in His
mercy
He will put the
broken peaces
back,
and
restore me.
Amen
© Alfred W. Smith Jr.
Crystalline
The madness stirs.
I feel it in the pit of my belly, I see it by the light of my mind
its eyes are open, fully focused on its target.
Like a snake on a branch, it incrementally inches, painstakingly progresses
My mind strikes out in fear, but it is not vanquished
My soul screams, but its approach is relentless
My heart quails in terror, but its eyes are merciless
Unwavering,
it wraps me in its writhing,
cold coils
and
bites
the heart
And for the first and last time
I lose myself
to
Love
© Alfred W. Smith Jr.
Alis and The Book of Spells
It was after midnight, after the hunters have fed, and the young are asleep, and the night creatures keep watch over them until the break of dawn, when Alis got dressed, found her scarf, took her mother’s apron, and slipped out through the kitchen door.
She loved to explore the woods at night, and she took the apron because sometimes she would gather the herbs her mother would need for the healings scheduled that day. Her mother suspected, scolded her even, on the dangers of being in the woods so late, and Alis tried to listen, but the call of the forest was irresistible to her.
Young as springtime, older than forever, it pulled on her heart until she answered.
When a small light flickered in the tall grass, Alis went to investigate. At first she thought it was a firefly, and went to capture it, but only to hold it; she never captured them.
It pulsed again, way too bright for a firefly; something bigger then, but not large…?
Walking into the high grass, taller than she was, she felt the tendrils brush against her bare arms, and giggled. It was as if someone was painting her into existence, and tickling her at the same time.
The light pulsed, but it was growing weaker the closer she came.
When she stopped walking, the pulse grew stronger.
This was a dilemma; she didn’t know if what she approached was living or not, but she knew she wouldn’t leave until she figured out what the light was doing there.
“I’m sorry, little one,” she said, and walked determined toward her target.
The light seemed to go out, but when she got close enough to see, it still pulsed, barely shining, but it was still there.
It pulsed with the light of a small flame through its red garnet scales: a baby dragon.
Alis gasped in wonder, hurriedly looked about for signs of the mother; surely she would not leave her child here, in mortal danger from predators.
The little thing was on its side, little ribcage huffing out and in, and Alis realized it was dying.
“I’ll take you home.You’ll be safe there,” she said. “If your mother looks for you, she’ll find you safe and warm, and she’ll be grateful to me, and give me a ride, and let me come see you whenever I wish.”
The little dragon pulsed in response as Alis wrapped it tenderly in her scarf, and placed it in an apron pocket.
And there was another glimmer in the moonlight, something that made her look again. On the ground, where the dragon had been, was a small book, bound in black, its cover etched with gold, grand, ornate letters with serifs and flourishes, almost unreadable, but she managed to make it out.
The Book of Spells
The little dragon had been lying on top of the book.
How did she miss that?
Slowly, she looked around, knowing it was ridiculous; who would be watching a lone child in the woods at night?
She picked the book up, dusted it off, and put it in her other apron pocket.
She didn’t really know if she would make it home in time, but she was going to try.
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Safely back in her room, she lit some candles, and put the dragon, still swaddled, in an open drawer, and peeled back the folded scarf.
The light was still pulsing, but had definitely dimmed.
Aros, her cat, a black and slender rogue, leaped on the dresser to see what his mistress brought, and licked his lips, looking down at the little red, warm morsel before him.
Alis stared at him, and he gave her an innocent look, as if food was the furthest thing from his mind.
She gave him a smile of quiet menace.
“If you eat him, Aros, I will eat you.”
Aros huffed through his nose, jumped down from the dresser, and curled up in his bed.
Satisfied, Alis went to see what she could find to help her patient.
Puttering around the shelves, she tried to keep the glass bottles from clinking, so her mother wouldn’t wake. In awhile, she managed some combination of herbs she thought would do the trick, crushed them with a pestle, blended them with some fresh water, found a dropper, and went back to her room, hoping against hope the creature wasn’t dead.
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It wasn’t, and when she squeezed out what was in the dropper, it licked at the liquid.
Alis smiled in pride and pleasure; she was learning her mother’s craft,
becoming adept.
By the time she reached the end of the dropper, the dragon was able to lift its head.
While the candles burned, she leafed through the Book of Spells, and wondered how it was a small, abandoned baby dragon had come to be in the forest, perishing on top of a book of magic.
Chapter 2:
The spells themselves were magical; when she first opened the book, they were in another language she didn’t know, but as she looked at the letters, they began to writhe and turn and twist, rearranging themselves into her language.
She dropped the book in fright at first, not understanding, but curiosity got the better of her, and she picked it up again, surprised at the power contained in its pages, that it would know how to do such a thing.
Alis smiled, remembering her old beloved science teacher, who muttered
to himself as he went about the class, a ring of white hair around his bald scalp, like a laurel wreath covered in snow, speaking of Great Discoveries.
The way he said it, Alis always thought of the words starting with capital letters: A Great Discovery.
She wondered what he would think of the Book of Spells.
What you have made here, Alis, is a Great Discovery…
Or would he be afraid? Was magic just a different sort of science, or something more?
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She remembered the marching out of the warlocks and witches to burn in the surrounding lands outside, most of them beaten bloody, some stripped, some whipped, some weeping, and some defiant to the last, but all of them afraid and unwilling to die…
The sound of fires, of screams, of cheers, of screams fading to silence, of leaving feet, and Alis staring, a small child, easily unnoticed in the bloodthirsty gathering, standing just inside the ring of sheltering trees, looking at the blackened bones that had but a while ago supported and framed living flesh.
She stayed, looking, walking about in horrified fascination, staring up at the remains, some of whom still had their eyes somehow, until the first of the crows came in the early evening, when the smoke had cleared…
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She didn’t want to think about that now.
Yes, Alis, you’ve made a Great Discovery, but you had better get some sleep. You didn’t gather any herbs, and Mother may want to go in the morning.
The Book of Spells went under the bed; she decided to leave the drawer open, in case the dragon needed to stretch, and she blew out the candles.
She looked over at Aros, who was still in his basket, sleeping.
She hoped he knew she wouldn’t really eat him, but with Aros, it was better to keep him guessing; he could be such a cuss sometimes.
Pulling her covers up, she took a deep breath, settled in, and looked out at the setting moon until she drifted off to sleep.
© Alfred W. Smith Jr.
